|Working in the library today|
And I got far,
But I never make my own deadlines.. Why oh why!?
It feels I don't know my capabilities and skills well enough? Or maybe I don't put enough pressure on my own work? Maybe I am too much of a perfectionist and I'm working on details too much?
It's really unreliable of me, I should change it. It makes me tired because I'm working 12/7 and it makes everyone around me tired waiting for results that I promised them.
I wish I could set the real deadline double the time I put my own deadline for and that first deadline would feel like the real deadline, something like that would be great, but I know the real deadline is later :/
Bless my boyfriend for his personality. We're working on my sisters photobook, we have to finish it tonight. He's working calmly doing what he's said to do while I'm raging inside. He really is, my better half <3